It's been kind of a hard couple of weeks. Seeing my nieces and nephews, hearing of a good friends recent pregnancy, playing with sweet babies. Wondering when me God?
The question "will it ever be?" is no longer in my mind. God has made PERSONAL promises to me, and I do not doubt that at all. It actually makes me excited. I mean, God SPOKE to me, through His servants, some who didn't even KNOW what I was going through/desiring. That made the message that much more personal. How loving is a God who sits you down and says, "Okay Toshana, I've heard you, I know what you want, now trust me that I will provide, I WILL give you what you want." That just made God that much more personal to me!!
Even going through the hard months of waiting, I have His promise to stand on. He has heard my cries, and He will provide.
"Sing, O childless woman, you who have never give birth!
Break into loud and joyful song, O Jerusalem, you who have never been in labor.
For the desolate woman now has more children than the woman who lives with her husband,
says the Lord.
Enlarge your house; build an addition.
Spread out your home, and spare no expense!
For you will son be bursting at the seams."
