Tonight in choir was awesome. Brother Doug spoke to everyone on this being the choir's season of healing, that we have all been being attacked physically by satan and it is time to take authority over it and move into a season of healing.
As he is talking, all I can think about is Ken. I would give anything to be able to take this communion and healing for Ken's body. No more issues with his body, no more grief over this sickness and lack of completeness going on in his body. It brought me to tears, which is more than I can say I've been feeling in over a week I've just kind of been dead to everything. I didn't want healing, I want my husband healed.
As he is about to go into the communion and I'm begging God to let Ken have the healing Doug looks at me and says, it doesn't have to be for you, it can be for Ken. *OKAY God!!!*
So I know just like the man that Jesus healed in John 5 - Ken will be well! He is healed. My savior took stripes on His back for my husbands COMPLETE and TOTAL healing. Now, to just wait on the doctor's realizing it.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Walls
Lately I feel like there is a fifty foot wall between myself and God. I haven't learned how to climb over it yet... So all I can do is praise Him. In good times and bad He deserves all the praise.
I feel deserted and defeated in my heart. But in my mind I know that is tricks and lies from satan. I feel like all I do is rebuke him. I have come to the realization that I cannot overcome this defeated feeling on my own. So I will worship and praise my wonderful Savior because even when I don't feel like it, He is worthy and He is standing there with me guiding me through the pitch black times in my life.
I am standing on the promises He sent to me (Isaiah 54)a couple months ago. Even though I don't know how or when I have to believe He is a God who keeps His promises. And even though I feel like they may have been delivered to the wrong person... He knows... He has a great and mighty plan for our lives. All I have to do is trust Him. Oh, and hold on tight!
I feel deserted and defeated in my heart. But in my mind I know that is tricks and lies from satan. I feel like all I do is rebuke him. I have come to the realization that I cannot overcome this defeated feeling on my own. So I will worship and praise my wonderful Savior because even when I don't feel like it, He is worthy and He is standing there with me guiding me through the pitch black times in my life.
I am standing on the promises He sent to me (Isaiah 54)a couple months ago. Even though I don't know how or when I have to believe He is a God who keeps His promises. And even though I feel like they may have been delivered to the wrong person... He knows... He has a great and mighty plan for our lives. All I have to do is trust Him. Oh, and hold on tight!
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