I am having a rough day today with the whole "wanting" stage. I thought I had gotten a lot better about it... obviously not. I keep hoping that the shots that Ken is taking will help, but the more I research it, there is no guarantee that it will help. Will it ever be my turn? Is there a reason for this? I guess I just really do not understand, as much as I try to wait on God... I sometimes can't help but wonder if He has turned His back on me in this area in my life. Life is blooming all around me, except within me. I think it kills a piece me a little more and more each day.
I know He will provide, but even Jesus asked "Why have you forsaken me?"
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