Walls

Lately I feel like there is a fifty foot wall between myself and God. I haven't learned how to climb over it yet... So all I can do is praise Him. In good times and bad He deserves all the praise.

I feel deserted and defeated in my heart. But in my mind I know that is tricks and lies from satan. I feel like all I do is rebuke him. I have come to the realization that I cannot overcome this defeated feeling on my own. So I will worship and praise my wonderful Savior because even when I don't feel like it, He is worthy and He is standing there with me guiding me through the pitch black times in my life.

I am standing on the promises He sent to me (Isaiah 54)a couple months ago. Even though I don't know how or when I have to believe He is a God who keeps His promises. And even though I feel like they may have been delivered to the wrong person... He knows... He has a great and mighty plan for our lives. All I have to do is trust Him. Oh, and hold on tight!