I've about had it with this fear crap. I could sit here and list symptoms all day... chest pains, up high and under the breast bone, in the center, on the left, on the right, under the left arm (all at different times)... sharp pain in left shoulder blade, tightness in chest, feeling like something is stuck in my throat, burns when I breathe in sometimes, headache - pain in the left temple, top of head, neck.... and on and on... okay, well that is most of it, except for some pains shooting up through my legs but that just started tonight. haha. I sound like I'm falling apart.
I laugh, but it is so frustrating, because though, especially looking at the symptoms, I'm not falling apart, I just have gas and indigestion, I'm stressed so I have a headache and neckache, and it's cold so it burns when I breathe in or maybe I'm getting a cold. I really have to fight myself to convience myself that I'm not. I'm tired of that. I know that my God is awesome... I know that my God is a healer... I know my God is greater than ANY other. But it is hard to convience myself, that something isn't wrong with me. I don't know why.
If you happen across this blog, pray for me... I need it.
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