Interview and other things... sorry got off subject

I was finally interviewed for the job that I want.  It is the QC (Quality Coach) Team Lead position.... more commonly known as "Renee's position" at work haha. I think it went very well, there were some things I was able to say Thank You to God for bringing ideas and thoughts into my head so quickly.  We all know I can be slow sometimes.  I should know sometime next week the decision on the position. 

Ken took me to dinner tonight, we were gonna do a movie to but decided not to. 

For the most part I am doing the same, still have pains in my chest, arm, headaches, etc.  I am still having to fight the fear but I am overcoming with God's grace and help.  I take the thoughts that scare me captive and plead the blood of Jesus over them. There is no need to worry over these things, because I cannot control these things and the worrying and panic/anxiety over them is keeping me from truly living.  God is good and is delivering me from them. 

This Sunday I get to sing in church, I'm singing a beautiful song sung by Kathryn Scott called "Grace has called my name" ... a definition of grace is  "A favor rendered by one who need not do so".  There are so many things that Jesus did for me as "a favor" that he didn't need to do.  The biggest one is He died on the cross so that I can spend eternity in heaven with Him!  I may be worried/scared about the pain I may go through before that time, but I can only imagine what He has in store when I'm there, its just the getting there that I worry about!  He has shown grace by delivering me from sin, I don't have any desire to be out partying, drinking, etc and I know that is His grace that has taken that away.  God is awesome.  I am so thankful for the blessings He has given me. 

I am so blessed, I have a good home, a good job, the possiblity of a better position, wonderful God loving/fearing family, awesome nieces and nephews that I get to watch grow up, and most of all a spectacular husband.  Some of my favorite times is talking about "wow God" moments with my husband and agreeing how awesome He is, and my husband's prayers and support for me is the best thing in the world, it really warms my heart.  How awesome is God to give me all of this!!!