This week I've been being attacked by Satan on a number of levels, one in particular. That my past sins and how I led my life while I was away from Him is the reason that we are having problems conceiving, why Ken is having health problems, etc. I have essentially felt like, I am being punished, and I mean, what can I say, I did the sin. These thoughts and doubts led me to wonder, am I really saved, does He really care? OF course I am!!! God is going to deliver me through this battle too.
A wonderful lady prayed over me today and I haven't told anyone how I felt about it being my fault. But her prayers basically consisted of God wiping away my past sins, not only in forgiveness, but out of my mind, to allow me to forgive myself!!!! What an amazing concept. I make myself feel worse about the situation because I have not forgiven myself, until today!!!
God is amazing, and I'm here to tell you that He will take you, shake you, and deliver you!
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