I don't know what it was all about today. I'm sure it was attacks from Satan but geese will he just give up already?!?!
Had an amazing time of slipping into a blissful worship session with my Creator... When the song 'How He loves me' comes on.
This is an amazing song:
He is jealous of me
Loves like a hurricane
I am a tree
Bending beneath the wind and the rain of His mercy.
How He loves me, oh how he loves me...
This last loving wonderful worship song I get to this chorus about how much God is in love with little ol me ... And here comes that evil whisper...
"God doesn't really love you... If He did He would give you the desires of your heart like He promises... He doesn't even care what you want."
I definitely had to rebuke that thought but I guess in a way it is my fault because I still entertain the thought... I do wonder if God does really love me. And if so then why? Alll I seem to be lately is a whined for not getting what I want and when I want it... I am the whined in the grocery store who gets on your nerves... Heck... I am getting on my nerves!
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