Sometimes I don't know what to think about the whole baby thing. I've had people pray for me and the situation, they've told me that God is going to give me the desires of my heart, and I believe that... most of the time.
Satan has really been attacking me with doubt, fear, questions, anger at God, etc etc. It is HARD to hold to the truth sometimes. I feel so beat down sometimes I don't even think I know what the truth is!!! I question if the people really heard from God telling them He will give me the desires of my heart... or they are just saying that... but you know, not EVERY time does God want what you want... I just don't think it happens that way. There are some things, for some reason, God doesn't see that being the best path for your future. I understand it, but I don't like it.
But I do know that I have to trust in Him, that He will direct me. I have to learn to give myself to His ways and what He wants for my life. Maybe I will get there one day and stop letting satan attack me from all sides.
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